lately, i've been really tested on finding out who i am. for a while, i felt like the rejectee's friend -- the rebound girl. i was always okay with it before, but it bothered me sooo much after something happened here at college. it hurts, because you think maybe you can never shake the feeling of being everyone's second, third, fourth option.
I still feel like that girl people come to after they broke their relationship off, or after they realized they screwed up their life. and i dont know how i should feel about that.
i'm glad people can come to me. but it's hard to be a good friend to someone when deep down, you think that as soon as they come to cope with their life, you know they're gonna drop you like a hot tamale. Well, until the next crisis takes over their life. not everyone is like that. i'm not really accusing anyone of anything directly.
sometimes... it's tough being a shoulder to cry on.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
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